[	mood	|	blank	]
[	music	|	Loose My Breath- Destiny's Child	]

yesterday kayon was being gay and ignoring me bcuz he wanted me to yell at him...wtf?! lol idk so that wasnt fun then i had a dentist appointment n then i went to kathy's-shes awesome.. i go and like vent lol

then today kayon was being himself again lol finallyyy haha so it was fun n at lunch i always like open ketchup cuz..lol idk why..but so it pisses kayon off so he like took it away from me and i opened mirirai's salt and he took it from me n then later he poured it into my hand and i was like what and then catie came over and it like went into her eyes n mouth lol i felt so bad i thot she was gunna kill me lol soo yah i feel like im getting sick..but with like the flu or sumthin which SUCKS but hey- life is a box of old nasty chocolates..what can i say

then kayon like put my phone in the trash..dont even remember why anymore..but like then i got his bag and held it over the trash outside and he was like you would never..n there was like puddles of coke so i didnt n he put my phone in the trash again and i threw his bag into the girls bathroom and he went in n got it lol then he wanted a hug n i wouldnt give him one n when i finally did he pulled my phone out of his pocket..i thot i was gunna kill him lol

but yah..dont feel so good so im out

xoxo

[	mood	|	haha thats cute	]
[	music	|	My Boo- Usher & Alicia Keys <33	]

its a been longg time since i touched this..but i thot i'd start again

so last nite me and kayon <3 went to the movies and saw the grudge. it didnt really make sense but like some parts of it were intense lol. like this random guy jumped off of a building and like then he sumhow came back to life and this girl with loong black hair like came out of the bathtub lol idk it was good tho--really short--but good. 

since walsh caught on fire auditions for the world over arent till like next week soo that means i have another week off thank god. so much is goin on its almost too much to handle-like i feel like im gunna break down completely one day. im going to see kathy soon-so that shud b good..jus cuz like i dont really have anyone that i can completly vent to without making them really depressed so yah.

k it finally snowed n ive been waiting for soo long jus cuz of winter sports n that but like now that its here i wish it wasnt lol--idk w/e

im gunna go call kayon =) lol whoa there goes my stomach again haha

xoxo

[	mood	|	stressed	]
[	music	|	November 22, 1963- Assassians	]

yesterday for the half day i walked to pizza wagon with a bunch of cool kids and then we went to georgios to meet up with people who ended up not being there and then i met this kid whos like best friends with danny konigeisor <--who i had a crush on from like 1st grade to 5th grade and then i havent talked to him in like 4 years lol anyway so yah he was like hey ive seen you before!! your picture was always on danny's wall!! lol it was funny so yea then me danielle moire rose and claire walked to macari's and that was fun then we went to walgreens and like got kicked out of there and claire pretended to throw up into the trash can and the little kids were like eww lol it was funny then we walked ot moira roses house and i was skateboarding like down her reallyy steep driveway lol it was interesting then danielles mom picked us up and they had to go back to school for their field hockey game and i went home and then like an hour later theresa from dance came to my house and i completely forgot about it so i was like omgg hold on lemme get my shoes so yah that was not fun then at dance alex wasnt there and it was intense lol and then my dad came to get us and then we picked up the chinese food and then i was up forever doing homework

today school was boring i walked home with veronica and mike and jj anddd this kid "horse cock" lmao i have no idea mike tried explaining to me why he was called that but it made no sense to me and then he like spoke in an english accent and then i turned around and he was gone so that was scary lol then i watched camp omg i forgot how funny it was like "eyes, eyes, nostrils, silent screm"...*ellens constipated scream* lol good times with amanda =) piss in the dumpster..start again!! aww anyway um tonight i have a youth group meeting but i reallyyyy dont wanna go so i think me julie and matt are gunna go to the movies instead of there and their god damn refreshments can wait!! lol omg pizza wagon hates me ...i gues well have to do with georgios donation of two or three lol w/e i dont even care aymore lol

tomorrow im going to jane's house with jess n christine to make a movie for english and its gunna be soo much fun lol and then i have a cappella rehearsal so yahh idk what else

im out

<3 meg

[	mood	|	my mom wont turn on the heat!!	]
[	music	|	1985- Bowling For Soup ->>lol idk its playing	]

ow my tummy hurts from doing all them damn crunches and tomorrow i get to go and do more of them with karen!! lol hopefully this time i wont have my face in that kids crotch omg i thought i was gunna die lol anyway

not really in the mood..

>>001. What is your name?  meghan
>>002. Spell your name backwards: nahgem
>>003. Date of birth: january 15, 1990
>>004. Male or female? female
>>005. Astrological sign: capricorn
>>006. Nickname: meg, meggie, bella, dumb ass<-- lol just kidding

>>007. Occupation: student
>>008. Height: 5’4" ish
>>009. Weight: around 130
>>010. Hair color: strawberry according to julie lol
>>011. Eye color: brown
>>012. Where were you born? newton

>>013. Where do you reside now: framingham
>>014. Age: 14
>>015. Screen names: megz11514, missyprissymissy--> omg i have never laughed so hard in my life lol alex
>>016. Are you online often? ummm not all the time
>>017. What does your screen name stand for? my name and my bday and age

>>018. What is your diary name? and all that jazz?? i think
>>019. What does your diary name stand for? from chicago
>>020. Pets: 1 cat
>>021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 15
>>022. Piercings? 4 on my ears
>>023. Tattoos? none
>>024. Shoe size? 8-9 womens
>>025. Righty or lefty? righty
>>026. Wearing: blue plaid pajama pants and a white shirt

>>027. Hearing: sister singing-mirrors shattering lol jk but seriously and just lose it lol
>>028. Feeling: frustrated, stressed, anxious, nervous, freezing
>>029. Eating/drinking: nothing

~Love/Other Stuff~

>>061. Have you ever been in love? nope
>>062. How many people have you told "I love you"?: a lot
>>063. How many people have you been in love with?: none
>>064. How many people have said “I love you” to you?: like everyone
>>065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? lol yah
>>066. How many people have you dated? dont know...
>>068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes, smile, personality
>>069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? really not sure
>>070. Do you have a bf/gf? nope
>>071. If so where did you meet them? ----
>>072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? ----
>>073. Do you have a crush right now? mhmm
>>074. If so who is it? doesnt matter
>>075. Do you believe in love at first sight? yah
>>076. Do you remember your first love?....
>>077. Who is the first person you really liked? umm danny k in like 3rd grade

>>078. Do you believe in fate? yea
>>079. Do you believe in soul mates? yea
>>080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? i hope

~Family Stuff~

>>104. How many siblings do you have? 1

>>110. Is your family close? yea right
>>111. Does your family get together for holidays? yea
>>112. Do you have a drunk uncle? lol no i have drunk uncleS
>>113. Any medical problems run through your family? ohh yaaahhh
>>114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee?  LOL no
>>115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? no
>>116. Are your parents divorced? no
>>117. Do you have stepparents? no
>>118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? lol sadly yea
>>119. If so for what? no comment lol
>>120. Did some of your family come to the United States from another country?  yes?

~Music Stuff~

>>121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? lots
>>122. What's the most embarrasing CD you own?  idk like aladdin
>>124. What song do you absolutely hate? anything my avril lavigne..actually theres one song i like but i cant remember the name of it

>>125. Do you sing in the shower? yah
>>126. What song reminds you of that special someone? ----

~Favorites~

>>152. Color: blue, pink, black
>>153. Food: chocolate milkshake
>>154. Song: dont do this to me

>>155. Show: this is the hardest queation for me to answer
>>156. School subject: math =\
>>157. Band/singer: too many to list
>>158. Animal: dunno
>>159. Outfit: sumthin comfortable
>>160. Radio station: depends
>>161. Movie: hmmm
>>162. Pair of shoes:  adidas i guess
>>163. Cartoon: fairly odd parents?? lol
>>164. Actor: umm nathan lane
>>165. Actress: ohh god..bernadette peters
>>166. Potato: wtf??
>>167. Drink: milkshake
>>168. Alcholic drink: haha

>>169. Holiday: christmas and my birthday
>>170. Perfume/cologne: cucumber mellon or vanilla from bath and body works
>>171. Pizza topping: pepperoni
>>172. Jello flavor: oh wow
>>173. Lunch meat: turkey?
>>174. Board game: dunno
>>175. Video game: ....

>>176. Website: don't know
>>177. Book: don't know
>>178. Computer game: the sims
>>179. Number: 3
>>180. Cereal: don't know...
>>181. Comedian: robin williams
>>182. Dessert: cheesecake
>>183. Disney character: minnie mouse?? noo man i  know..cinderella
>>184. Clothing store: don't know
>>185. Pasttime: ...

>>187. Childhood toy: haha
>>188. Carnival game/ride: roller coaster (superman wud be nice)
>>189. Candy: skittle or m&m's
>>190. Magazine: don't know
>>191. Salad dressing: caesar
>>192. Thing to do on the weekend: go see a movie....go somewhere with friends.
>>193. Hot drink: coffee
>>194. Season: summer or winter
>>195. Sport to watch: baseball, skateboarding is awesome, snowboarding soccceeerrrrr
>>196. Person to talk to online: whoeverrrrr

~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~

>>197. What color are your sheets? pink i think woo that rhymed
>>198. What color are your bedroom walls? blue
>>199. Have posters on your wall? yahhh
>>200. If so of what? everything and anything

>>201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom?  yes
>>202. How many pillows are on your bed? 7 lol
>>203. What do you normally sleep in? pants and tank top

>>204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: somethin comfy
>>205. What size bed do you have? a double...
>>206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? a normal bed thank you very much
>>207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? i wish
>>208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? sometimes
>>209. Describe the last nightmare you had: my dad died
>>210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no
>>211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 2

>>212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? no?? how wud i kno im sleeping
>>213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? no
>>214. Do you snore? no
>>215. How about drool? lol no
>>216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yah
>>217. What color is the carpet in your room?  blue
>>218. What's under your bed? stuff
>>219. Coke/Pepsi: coke
>>220. Doughnuts/bagels: doughnuts?
>>221. Day/night: both

>>222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: west
>>223. Heaven/hell: heaven
>>224. Make love/have sex:  lol
>>225. Coffee/tea: coffee
>>226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: hamburgers
>>227. Rap/rock: rock
>>228. Britney/Christina: britney!! lol
>>229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american ew i hate swiss
>>230. Real World/Road Rules: real world
>>231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: haha dont care
>>232. Silver/gold: silver
>>233. Nike/Adidas: adidas
>>234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: mickeyd's
>>235. Sweet/sour: either
>>236. Punk/emo: don't know
>>237. Hot/cold: depends
>>238. Winter/summer: weather-summer sports-winter
>>239. Spring/fall: ew to both
>>240. Operas/plays: plays
>>241. Read/watch tv: tv?
>>242. CD's/Tapes: cd's
>>243. DVDs/VHS: dvd's
>>244. Old/new: depends
>>245. Shorts/skirts: Shorts
>>246. Pink/red: hmm
>>247. Color pictures/black and white photos: color, but black in white is really cool too
>>248. Meat/vegetables: ....
>>249. Mexican food/chinese food: chinease!!
>>250. Commercials/infomercials: info all the way
>>251. Scary movies/comedies: both
>>252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: bikinis
>>253. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandals
>>254. Dogs/cats: depends
>>255. Unicorns/fairies: faries!! lol
>>256. Water/land: doesn't matter
>>257. Sugar/spice:  doesn't matter
>>258. Black/white: both
>>259. Ribbons/bows: neither
>>260. Chicken/beef: doesn't matter
>>261. Colored christmas lights/white christmas lights: white but i love colored ones too

>>262. Cars/trucks: lol dont care
>>263. Austin Powers/James Bond: powers
>>264. Popcorn/pretzels: pretzels
>>265. Hip/hop: neither
>>266. Passionate kiss/peck: lol passionate? ...who made these up??
>>267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: neither
>>268. Backrub/foot massage: don't know
>>269. Picture frames/photo albums: doesn't matter
>>270. Pens/pencils: pens

~Have You Ever....~

>>331. Mooned anyone?  lol no i dont think so
>>332. Been on a diet? not a real one 
>>333. Been to a foreign country? yes
>>334. Broken a bone? no
>>335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? no
>>336. Sworn at a teacher? lol yah good times
>>337. Talked to a Xanga member via e-mails or instant message? ?? no
>>338. Gotten in a fight? yah
>>339. Dated a teacher? LOL no
>>340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? lol nope
>>341. Thought about killing your enemy? lol yah but not seriously
>>342. Gone skinny dipping? yupp
>>343. Met another Xanga member in the flesh? no
>>344. Told a little white lie? yup
>>345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? no
>>346. Used a foreign object to masturbate? LOL omg this is hilarious..no
>>347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? lol no
>>348. Been on tv? yah
>>349. Been on the radio? no
>>350. Been in a mosh pit? no
>>351. Been to a concert? yea
>>352. Dated one of your best friends? yes
>>353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yea

>>354. Decieved somebody close to you?  nope
>>355. Broken the law?  yah
>>356. Been to a rodeo? no
>>357. Been on a talk show? no
>>358. Been on a game show?  no
>>359. Been on an airplane? yea
>>360. Gotten to ride on a firetruck? actually yah
>>361. Came close to dying?  i don't know
>>362. Cheated on a bf/gf? maybe
>>363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yea..stupid question
>>364. Terrorized a babysitter? duh
>>365. Made a mud pie? no
>>366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff? yah
>>367. Snuck out of the house at night? umm
>>368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? even if i did, how would i remember
>>369. Had an eating disorder? no
>>370. Felt like you didn't belong? yes
>>371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yea
>>372. Smoked? never have, never will
>>373. Done drugs? ^^^^.
>>374. Stolen money from a poor person begging on the street? never
>>375. Had your tonsils removed?  no
>>376. Gone to camp? yea
>>377. Won a bet? yea
>>378. Written a love letter? probly
>>379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? yup
>>380. Written a love poem? dont think so
>>381. Kissed in the rain? no..but thats like my dream lol
>>382. Slow danced with someone you love? yea
>>383. Participated in cyber sex? lol no
>>384. Stolen something from a store? i think
>>386. Asked a friend for relationship advice?  yes
>>387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? yup
>>388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone special?  yeah
>>389. Gotten a speeding ticket? no
>>390. Done jail time? no
>>391. Had to wear a uniform to work? an apron? no
>>392. Won a trophy? yes
>>393. Thrown up in public? no
>>394. Bowled a perfect game? never lol
>>395. Failed/got held back?  no
>>396. Gotten perfect attendance in grade school?  umm maybe
>>397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? i think so
>>398. Taken ballet lessons? yah
>>399. Attempted suicide? no
>>400. Cut yourself? no

~Randomness~

>>425. Do you believe in aliens? no
>>426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: my phone, cds, and speakers

>>427. Any hidden talents? umm :)
>>428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? haha yes
>>429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? umm probly romance bcuz every show that i have alead in seems to be that
>>430. What would your movie star name be? meghan? lol
>>431. Do you play any sports? not anymore man drama has taken over
>>432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen?  don't know
>>433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? umm dont know
>>434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? umm i dont know
>>435. Do you drive? nope
>>436. What is your dream car?  one that works lol umm idk something small and silver or black with a nice stereo
>>437. What kind of car does your family most often drive?
>>438. Do others think you are good looking? um dont know..never asked let me know tho lol
>>439. Would you ever sky dive? yeaaaaa
>>440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? no
>>442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? no
>>443. Do you believe in God? yea
>>444. Do you believe in Satan? maybe
>>445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yea
>>446. Do you believe there is a hell? yea
>>447. Do you own a pool table? no
>>448. Do you have a pool? yeah
>>449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? WHAT?? yes
>>450. Do you like chocolate? yea
>>451. Who/what is on your 2004 calendar? dont know
>>453. Wished on a shooting star? yea
>>454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore?  dont know but halloween is coming soon!!
>>455. Do you carry any weapons on you? nope
>>456. What is your weakness? danny sullivan <-- lol oh god i love that kid
>>457. Name something you can't get enough of:  music
>>458. Do you ever want to get married? yea
>>459. How many kids do you want to have?  doesnt matter..well not like more than 5
>>460. Future daughters names: i don't know
>>461. Future sons names: i don't know
>>462. What is your ideal way to die? in my sleep
>>463. How do you release stress? vent on innocent people.
>>464. Are you a trendy person? what
>>465. Are you an artistic person? not really
>>466. Are you a realistic person? possibly..depending
>>467. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?  no
>>468. Are you a strong person? hahah i wish
>>469. Are you a strong-willed person? lol aww...um maybe?
>>470. Who was the last person to e-mail you? FHSDC
>>471. Who was the last person to IM you? MY LOVER DANNY SULLIVAN!!!
>>472. Do you hate chain e-mails? yes!!
>>473. Are you a deep sleeper? dope
>>474. Are you a good story teller? wtf?? lol sometimes
>>475. What do you believe is your best quality? don't know
>>476. What is your greatest accomplishment? i think drama maybe

>>477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? yes i do

>>479. Do you have your own credit card? haha i wish
>>480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? go to NYC and save the rest for NYU-TICSH with amanda =)

>>481. Do you have a checkbook? no
>>482. Do you like your driver's license picture?  i don't have one
>>484. What color is your hair naturally? red-ish
>>486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? none
>>487. Is the glass half full or half empty? lol don't know
>>489. Worst feeling in the world? lonliness, rejection, being a third wheel?
>>488. Best feeling in the world? being in love i think
>>489. Last website you were at? livejournal.com
>>490. Last thing you downloaded? song from itunes
>>491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? yah i think so
>>492. What do you think people think of you? whos that crazy girl with the red hair lol jk i have no idea
>>493. Are you a likeable person? i guess =\
>>494. Do you need therapy? yah..desprately
>>495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? no
>>496. What the best way to propose to someone? oh god..idk but its a good question
>>497. What kind of movie would you star in? i've already answered this
>>498. Fed Ex and UPS were to merge. What would it be called? FEDUP!!!
>>499. What's your favorite phrase? i love you =) lol
>>500. What are you thinking right now? omg i freezing 2/8ths!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lmao and thank go dthisis over

<3 meg